I am sitting in my office @ myself…..
July 24, 2020
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My coffee :
Here i am sitting in my office @ myself…..
Thinking hard about life
How it changed from childhood to aged one…..
How tiny pocket money changed to huge monthly paychecks
but then why it gives less happiness….
Shall I write about wellness……..
Why rich and poor both are miserably fail to prove wellness…..

How did a few local denim jeans change to a new branded wardrobe?
but then why there are fewer people to use them

How a single plate of samosa changed to a full Pizza or burger
But then why there is less hunger…..
Why money is failing to create a hunger in the stomach and why AC bedrooms Are fail to offer me a sound sleep?

Here I am sitting with my coffee @ myself …
Thinking hard about life
How it changed…..

How a bike always in reserve changed to bike always on
but then why there are fewer places to go on……

How a small coffee shop changed to star bucks and bread turn in to Subway.
but then why it feels like the shop is far away…..

How a limited prepaid card changed to postpaid package
but then why there are fewer calls & more messages……

Here I am sitting in my coffee @ myself …
Thinking hard about life
How it changed…..

How a general class journey changed to Flight journey
But then why there are fewer vacations for enjoyment….
Why did people fail to create vocation as a vacation?
Why everyday pressure?
Why undue stress?
Why the series of crises in life?
Why I am forced to carry a few relationships without any cause?
Why I have to continue with them?
Why I smile.
Why I go out with them…
Why I have to chat with them.
Why I speak something else in the front and else at the backside….

I am with my coffee @ myself.

How an old assembled desktop changed to a new branded laptop
but then why there is less time to put it on……….
Landlines turn in to conference call on what’s up….
While seating in the house and using a house party …..
I find Duo better than other networks….
Sometimes, the world is found useless and sometimes too small to recollect and reconnect…
ATM card, Paytm system, and Cashless ideology had made life easy or hard……
Zero quality water, Internet, smartphone, nutrition, and workout are becoming life….
I am thinking hard with my coffee @ myself.

The morning starts with a cup of coffee…..a day ended with coffee.

Each sunrise is asking me for a fresh start with hope…
Each sunset is offering me new experiences…..
I am breathing between hopes and experiences…
I believe I have assured breath for fee years….
But who knows..
What will happen at any place…
Thinking hard with my coffee at myself.

How a woman comes into life…..
I was failing to love a woman in those days…
Hopefully, not mature enough to understand what is love.
Now, I love a woman who is a wife..
Thinking hard also..
I love her because she is my wife…
But I cannot forget 3 women in my life.
First, My mother
Second, my in-law’s mother…
Third, My wife…
How a small relationship and one yes turn in to the journey of decades.
Now, all 24 hours are passing to gather.
What is the source and force behind this bondage?
Spirituality !!!
Why we respect differences and value similarities.

I am thinking hard for life with my coffee at myself.
but then why after 8’o Clock it always feels like getting late….
Why the circle of relationship changes every 9 years?
Why my persona is change every 7 years?
Why I am leaving old friends too far?
Why I am connected with more unlinking people?
Why I am turning tirelessly every day?
Why I am feeling tired every night at 8 p.m.?

Here I am sitting with my office @ myself…..
Thinking hard about life.
How it changed….. how it changed.

I was studying with homework and writing pad.
Slowly turn in to the digital giant…
I have to update and upgrade my skills….
Now, focusing on bringing in new versions of life.
When I come across a smart chap, I feel outdated or become slow…
Why I found lost my selves in gathering….
Why I impress people around me with showing up leadership?
Why not???
I am living between why and why not/
To be honest,
I become a listener and fail to react or respond.
I am inspired to change my profile and join one more time in the race of life.
Thinking hard about life
I am seating with my coffee at myself.

I realize after understanding that nothing is going to be changed, except me.
The universe was before me,
The earth shall be after me.
Only, I have to go.
Even, the earth is more powerful and capable enough to me throw out any moment.
How sad
But Is the only fact of my existence.
I came from nature and disappear in nature.
My legacy could live over!!!
Now, I do not advise anyone
Do not try to change anyone
Do not live a false life, especially, glamour and artificial life to impress anyone.
I am more with my passion.
My passion Is creation, music, workout, sleep, nutrition, and family.
I am with time or time is allowing me.
I am thinking hard
Seating with my coffee at myself.

What shall I do for
My habits
My hobbies
My compass
My styles
My ways
My wardrobe
My cars
My balance
My persona
My ways are creating lots of points in my journey.
Becoming speechless,
Loving silence
Avoiding words
Not interested in the meaning
Entertaining and enjoying being.
My being
My belief
My mind
My attitude.
Thinking hard for life
Seating with my coffee at myself.

One point arises in the mind
That is ‘people’
People were around me from birth
Childhood I have a couple of friends
University days I got a couple of friends
Today, I am around five digits of friends.
This but ….
People make me happy or unhappy.
It was people or my mind.
I am thinking hard about life
I am with my coffee @myself.

Today, I am in front of you
Because of my choices
Or chances
My destiny is accountable for my persona.
My luck
My family
My well-wishers
My hard work
My decisions
My attitude
Or all to gather and few sources
Which I fail to quote here but they also have played a vital role in
Shaping me.
Do I deserve it or destiny only?
I am thinking hard for my life
Today, I am seating with my coffee at my self.

Things were hot and favorite during those days
Media coverage.
To be high profile or low profile.
Why all these prove today useless.
Fail to create spirit in me
Why I am traveling more inside
Less outside
What is stopping me
What is allowing me
Silence, prayer, solitary, meditation, workout, nutrition, sleep, are part of life.
Whether they are running my life
I am doing it continuously @ 24 hours.

Today, I am thinking hard about life
I am seating with my coffee at myself.

About author

Dr Shailesh Thaker

Dr. Shailesh Thaker is a world-renowned management thinker and trainer on organizational behavior and development. He is the CLO of Knowledge Plus Inc., a highly reputed training firm based in Ahmedabad, India, helping organizations to achieve international benchmarks in management practices.

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